When we met I didn’t like him and I did
There was no difference in between.
I didn’t and I did, that was him.
I fell unknowingly into a vacuum I fell for him
I felt in control all along
I didn’t know that side of the pond
He guided me gently knowingly, friendly
And I fell deeply into the losing end
Something was gone, lost in the maze
When I realized I felt betrayed
Since then I tried but often failed to see what happened
and now a vague memory once I met someone
who liked me and yet didn’t
there was no difference in between
he did and he didn’t, that was me
and we fell into something in between